Chapter 10 – Jealousy
After getting up, Bella
realized that she was alone in the room. He is combed and put the red dress,
leaving it open for could not reach the brackets, expect Edward to return. By
giving the finishing touches, her husband arrived.
–
This afternoon I will take her to a dressmaker – Edward said flatly, turning to
the window. – Need a little more modest outfits that you are using.
She
was willing to make the bed trying to make as little noise as possible. Then he
sat on the edge and waited for her husband to move or give him any indication.
She waited an eternity. He began to hurt her back and rested his head against
one of the bedposts. He closed his eyes but very nervous, he opened them.
Finally Edward moved and she straightened, turning to put the dress on the
shoulders. The man looked indifferently.
–
Do you intend to go around that way or will come here and let button dress? –
He asked sarcastically. – If you want to eat, you'd better hurry.
Bella
obeyed pale and disconcerted. To go down to eat, they found George, who bowed
and greeted the young:
–
Hello lady. – He pulled a chair to sit down, then briefly addressed his captain
and walked away in a hurry. Bella followed his gaze to the door. With a frown,
he wondered how many men of her husband created would have told something about
his previous presence in Fleetwood. He seemed to know much about the affairs of
his captain.
Despite
having been fleeting, Edward saw the expression on the girl's face.
–
You should not worry about George, my love – assured suddenly. – It is very
discreet. Suffice it to say that you know you are not a woman of the street and
is very sorry for all the problems that caused you. And while certainly not
agree, it's no stupid. He saw the stains of her virginity to collect the sheets
of my cabin that day. He realized he had been deflowered.
–
Please do not distress, dear – pleaded fondly. – There is no need to be
ashamed. There are many women who wish to offer their husbands a proof of its
purity on the first night. A man likes to know that there were others before
him.
–
And you feel joyful? – Abruptly asked, digging her eyes on his face.
The
man flashed a wide smile with slitted eyes.
–
I'm like the others, my well – assured. – I felt lucky. I would have walked
away from you and begged his forgiveness if he had known that his intention was
not to start this business. – And he said with a soft laugh, as if apologizing:
– But I'm afraid that's impossible.
–
I do not understand – said the girl bitterly. – The damage is already done.
Edward
chuckled and pulled her with his eyes as he had done the day before.
–
Not at all, my love – clarified. – I would not have given her the part of me
that now takes in you. If so, I had away from you, was not pregnant. But as it
happened, now there is a life growing inside and I'm to blame. His uncles made
it very clear that the boy was mine.
–
But I could be lying about my state – Bella said with bravado, as if to try for
a moment against the confidence of the man. He raised his charming little nose,
looking at the challenger.
–
Forget it, ma belle – pointed softly – I could watch you in its natural state
and, although it is not obvious to a simple look, lovely belly is growing. In a
month it will be quite obvious.
Bella
remained silent when approaching the created table. In any event, there was no
longer anything to say. How could deny the obvious?
After
the food, George returned again.
–
Would you call a coach now, captain? – He asked.
Edward
looked at Bella.
–
Are you ready, my dear?
–
I ask you to excuse me a moment – said Bella. The young man's needs were far
greater than his and Edward realized.
The
captain turned to George and said quietly:
–
We will meet with you in an instant.
Once
the party created, Edward straightened up and helped Bella get up.
–
I'm sorry, my love – whispered smiling. – I've been thinking about other things
and forgot completely of their status. Please forgive me.
So,
despite everything, she realized that the frequency of its output were due to
the fact of being pregnant. There was something that escaped him? There was
something that did not know about women?
Bella
looked up. For a moment their eyes met.
Edward's
gaze was so warm that the faces of the young woman blushed. The man laughed
softly to see how the eyes of the young man fled from him and slid his arm
behind his back. He squeezed her waist carefully before you loose it.
I
walked to the door where Edward was waiting when he heard a familiar voice
calling her. He turned with a start and saw Jacob Black rushing to her with a
full pitcher of beer in hand and adorned as a merchant seaman. I should have
entered the inn with a group of sailors as she was not there. He was speechless
for a few minutes, very surprised to see him there. Jacob quickly left the jar
on a table and grabbed her hands.
–
Bella, my love – squealed happily. – I thought I would never see you before I
left. Why are you here? And where's your aunt? He came to say goodbye to me?
–
Lay off me you? – Bella replied stupidly, not knowing what he meant by that. He
frowned. – Jacob what are you doing here? And Jessica? Why do you wear those
clothes?
–
Do not know, Bella? Have engaged me Merriweather tea of British company –
said the young man. – Set sail in a fortnight to the East. I will be out two
years.
–
But why, Jacob? – He asked perplexed. – What happened to Jessica?
–
I could not marry her, Bella – Jacob explained. – I want you and I will not
marry anyone but you. So I came to London to enrich, as told me. Now I have an
opportunity to do it. When you return from the East will be a wealthy man, I
have over five hundred pounds in his pocket.
–
Oh, Jacob – sighed sadly away her hands from his.
Jacob
looked at her devotion again. Smile you openly and his eyes glittered pure
contentment. He did not realize the anguish that had the young.
–
It's splendid, Bella – he said. – Never seen her so beautiful –aproximou up and
stroked her cheek tenderly with trembling hands. – Go wait for me, Bella?
Accept to be mine? Would be able to marry me now and let leave as an immensely
happy man? – His eyes stood in the breasts of Bella, her voice was shaky and
seemed to choke on the words. – I want you, Bella. I love you and I wish more
than anything in the world.
–
Please ... – started to say with difficulty. Behind Jacob, Edward approached
with a deep frown on his forehead. She turned to look very nervous Jacob.
Edward reached them.
–
If you are prepared, my love, we must go – said Edward, putting him his cloak
over his shoulders to hide her breasts to Jacob's eyes. – The carriage is in
waiting.
Jacob
looked at Edward in disbelief. He watched surrounded Bella with his arm. He
felt that it was boiling blood to see that another man touched his beloved.
–
Bella who is this man, this ... this Yankee? – He asked. – What are you doing
here with him? And why let him put his hands on you in this way?
–
Jacob, you should listen to me – prayed. Did not want to give you the news that
way, not in a public place like this, not that precise moment, not so cruelly. –
I did not want this to happen, Jacob. Please believe me. I should have believed
me when I said I could not marry you. It was quite impossible. – She looked at
her husband imploring understanding. This young man was not prepared for the
sharp Edward language. – Jacob, this is my husband, Captain Cullen, the
American ship Fleetwood.
–
Your husband! – Cried Jacob. He fixed his eyes on Edward, horrified. – Oh, God,
do not say it seriously, Bella! Tell me you're joking! You can not have married
a Yankee! – Watched in despair the sumptuous clothes of man. Only his socks
were worth more than his costume worn. – A Yankee not, Bella!
–
Never dare play so cruelly with this, Jacob – said the girl sweetly. – It's my
husband.
–
When ... married? – Jacob managed to ask with tears in his eyes.
–
Two days ago – Bella sighed lowering her gaze. I could not bear the tears of
the young. If you stay here much longer talking to him, I lose control and run
away from him sobbing. His whole body was stiff as a response to their efforts
to repress and Edward's arm narrowing it, did not help at all. There was more
to remind him that he was to blame for everything that had happened. However,
his silence was a blessing.
–
Can you tell me why you married him ... with a Yankee and not with me, Bella? –
He asked slaughtered.
–
What need is there now that, Jacob? – He asked. – I'm married and you can not
do anything. Let's say goodbye now and let us go. You will soon be forgotten.
–
Do not tell me why? – He insisted. Bella shook her head, her vision was blurred
by tears.
–
No, I can not. I must go now – replied.
–
Do not forget, Bella, you know. I love her and no other woman can replace it –
said.
In
the presence of Edward, Bella stood on tiptoes and kissed Jacob in the face.
–
Goodbye – he whispered. He turned and left Edward to accompany him to the door.
Once
inside the carriage, Bella remained desolate looking out the window, not caring
that Edward was watching.
–
When the young man asked her to marry him? – Asked sharply as the carriage
started up.
–
After having known you – answer. Edward's expression hardened, barely spoke and
soon arrived at the dressmaker shop
Madame
Fontaineau received them at the door of his shop with a charming smile. Captain
Cullen was a regular customer when he was on earth. Edward pulled his cloak of
Bella shoulders and Madame Fontaineau eyes slid over the red dress. He smiled
complacently and decided that no other mademoiselle could become so well. The
Dressmaker curiosity aroused when the captain had bought that dress and other clothes
intended for a young girl and delicate. He took for granted that the captain
had found another lover, because the costumes he had acquired in the last two
years were for a taller woman and voluptuous.
–
Madame Fontaineau, allow me to introduce my wife – said Edward.
–
Delighted to meet her, Cullen lady. Her husband is my favorite customer for a
long time. He is an expert in women – said the seamstress. – You are very
beautiful.
Edward
frowned slightly.
–
Madame Fontaineau, if you have the goodness, my wife needs to get a complete
wardrobe – he explained.
–
Oui, monsieur, I will do the best I can – was quick to respond,
realizing the gaffe. The men did not like his amorous activities were in the
public domain and less than their wives knew them. But the impact of the news
of his link had been too strong for her. He annihilated contemplating the ring.
Madame
Fontaineau watched the young and then examined the tissues that had piled up on
the tables. With an expression of resignation, he looked at the Yankee.
–
Elle est perfection, right, monsieur? – He pointed in French.
Edward
looked up to watch the back of his wife.
–
Oui, madame. Magnifique – answered.
Bella
did not understand a word of the conversation; neither he tried. However, she
realized that Edward had responded to Fontaineau madame in French, no problem.
He was a man full of surprises.
Bella
wandered the store, watching some sketches and depart saw that a young man was
watching her. The boy devoured greedily the neckline of Bella, wondering what was
underneath. She smiled at him openly, but just at that moment and to his
misfortune, Edward diverted attention from the conversation and watched as the
boy approached his wife with a very loving attitude.
It
was no longer a boy, but Edward was the last straw. First thieves, then an old
love and now this guy. It was his and not a public ask everyone who could kiss
or they could enjoy. His patience had reached its limit. He would not allow any
other man deleitasse with her. He crossed the shop at the lightning speed with
uncontrolled anger. Bella saw him come and, terrified, moved away from a jump
to let him pass. He grabbed the young man by the coat, and lifted him off the
ground, shook him like a carpet.
–
Negligible Slag – insulted him. – You will soon learn to take the view from the
top of my wife. I'll rock you throughout the store.
–
Monsieur! Monsieur! – Begged him. – Monsieur Birmingham. Please. It is no more
than a boy! I did not want to insult you, monsieur. Please leave it! I ask you!
–
I'm sorry, monsieur Birmingham – apologized humbly Fontaineau madame. He went
to Bella, Edward rubbing in his way and grabbed the trembling hands of the
young.
–
Madame Cullen is my nephew and sometimes behaves like a stupid creature. But,
alas, madame – he added with a shrug – is obviously French.
The
woman began to laugh and Bella looked at her husband with eyes still open and
unsecured. This met his gaze and raised an eyebrow fun, unsmiling, which made
suppose that was still angry.
–
Please, here, madame Cullen. – The dressmaker smiled grabbing her arm. – We
will begin the selection of fabrics for combinations – anunciou– I suggest the
muslin for daily use and delicate cambric for special occasions? They are very
soft for such a lovely skin like yours.
–
No matter – she whispered softly – do what you think best.
Madame
Fontaineau looked at the captain to receive his approval and smiled,
remembering what the man had carefully selected lingerie for the girl. For
their adoption, the combinations must be of the best quality, smooth and
transparent. I could not forget it when making these new.
–
Captain Cullen, to accompany Madame tasters can begin to select the dresses –
noted the French. – I have some beautiful latest fashion sketches.
He
turned resolutely and guided them to the back of the store, through the
curtains down the hall and into a small room crammed with fabrics and sewing.
He brought a chair and pointed to Edward to sit.
Then
he turned to Bella.
–
Madame, if I may, desabotoarei dress, and as soon as we have taken, we will
begin to take action, right? – Said the lady.
She
turned her back and waited in silence Fontaineau madame desabotoasse costume.
The room, barely bigger than a bed, it was so crowded tissue that had almost no
room for three. Every time Bella moved in the tiny cubicle, brushed Edward's
legs with her skirts.
–
Now, madame shrink the stomach – continued seamstress, putting the belt around
her hips.
Bella
looked up above the lady's head and saw Edward stifle a laugh. I no longer
cared if still angry with her.
Annoyed,
said the woman,
–
It's impossible.
Madame
Fontaineau dropped back, sitting on her feet. For a moment he wondered how it
was possible that the petite had this little problem. Finally a reliable smile
twisted his lips.
–
Madame is pregnant, is not it? – He asked.
Yes
– Bella admitted reluctantly, blushing.
–
But this is wonderful – murmured Madame Fontaineau. Edward looked askance. –
Monsieur is a proud papa is not it?
–
I can assure you, madame Fontaineau – said Edward.
No
Yankee indicating you to continue to take measures, Fontaineau madame sat up
once more in his role as businesswoman.
–
I'll look for the sketches. If madame want to return to for the dress,
abotoarei when you return – he said and left the room.
Bella
looked away from the mirror and grabbed the dress. Completely stunned, she
dressed him, put his arms in the sleeves and folded her to keep her from
falling, waiting for the return of Fontaineau madame. Suddenly he saw,
terrified, as Edward approached her, her skirts away and caught between the
legs. Bella looked at him puzzled. His heart began to beat rapidly and Edward
when he realized, he began to laugh contemplating the bust trembling under her
dress.
–
Why this fear, kitten? – He asked. – The only thing I want is buttoning her
dress.
A
nervous reaction, the girl put her hands to neck trying to hide her breasts
from her husband, the away still laughing.
–
There is no need for that cover, my love – said. – Only my eyes are here to
watch you.
–
Please – Bella sighed breathlessly. – Madame Fontaineau is about to return.
Edward laughed.
–
All that madame Fontaineau see is a man buttoning his dress his wife – noted
Edward.
–
I brought all the sketches I have – said the lady. – As you will see, there is
plenty to choose from.
Madame
Fontaineau unfolded a table and put the stack of drawings on her, leaving Bella
is caught between her legs and her husband.
Once
Edward and finished buttoning the young woman sat on the floor and began
studying the drawings. There were many who liked it, but she doubted that her
husband wanted to spend such a large sum of money in it. He looked at them
longingly and sighed.
–
Do not have any more simple dress than these? – Asked the woman.
The
seamstress was speechless, very haunted. Edward leaned forward, placing a hand
on his bare shoulder Bella.
–
My love, I can purchase them quietly – said taking a look at the sketches.
Madame
Fontaineau sighed with relief. The captain had an excellent and expensive taste
in a matter of clothes. He would not allow his wife thought about the money at
a time like this. The captain could afford to buy a luxury wardrobe, so what
was the intention of the young? If she was Bella, I would have chosen the most
beautiful dresses without thinking twice.
–
As it seems very shy at the time to spend my money – said Edward softly – will
help her to select your attire ... if not inconvenient.
Bella
rushed to shake his head, nervous feeling his hand on the shoulder. His fingers
were like tongues of fire on her bare skin. Edward the rested on her collarbone
and her breasts dismissively and without realizing the reaction that were
causing it. I was beginning to have trouble breathing.
Edward
pointed out one of the sketches. – This will be good in blue silk. Is the tone?
– He asked.
–
Oui, monsieur. It will be as you wish – retorted.
–
Excellent – said Edward. Then he pointed out another sketch. – This not be lost
among many others.
He
pulled another drawing, claiming that the dress was too garish. Another five
were chosen. Two others refused.
Bella
watched, fascinated, unable to utter a single word.
I
could not be more that according to all that Edward had chosen. And all those
who had been despised herself had prayed that they were. His sense of color
left her stunned. I should admit that chose better than her.
Many
other dresses were quickly chosen and samples of different materials attached
to them. There was no detail to be determined. Chosen silks, wool knits,
velvets, brocades, muslins, cotton gauze. Bella lost count. They chose tapes,
azeviches, accounts and skins as waistbands and loud. Bella was amazed with the
huge amount of clothing that Edward had bought, of course much more than she
herself had expected.
–
Do you agree with everything, darling? – Edward asked sweetly.
–
You've been more than generous – he muttered. Edward looked at her.
–
My wife needs a dress to wear now – looked away from her eyes. – Is there a bit
more appropriate for her to be more conservative than what you're using now?
Madame
Fontaineau nodded.
–
Oui, monsieur – answered. – I have a dress that ended just yesterday. I'll
handle it right now. It may be what you're looking.
Quickly
left the room and returned soon after cable with a blue velvet costume. I had
long, fitted sleeves and a white satin collar, very demure. The cuffs were also
trimmed in white satin.
–
It is in something he'd thought? – Asked the seamstress holding it aloft.
–
Yes – said Edward. – Wrap it up, let's take him. Now we must take the
deadlines. You should have everything prepared for within ten days.
You
gaped.
–
But, monsieur, this is impossible! – Protested. – At least one month, please.
–
I'm sorry, ma'am. We set sail in a fortnight – Edward argued. – Within five
days back with my wife to prove them, and in ten, I want everything to be prepared
and on board. You will have an extra benefit if it's all finished and well
tailored. If not, you lose. Can do it?
Madame
Fontaineau could not leave out a request like that.
Even
having to share some of the benefits with other seamstresses, continue earning
a large sum of money. Put all her friends and family sewing from now, but would
be ready in time. The man made a good deal, because I was used to giving orders
that were obeyed. It was really worthy of admiration; not accept anything but
the best.
–
It will be as you wish, monsieur – finally said the woman.
–
So it's decided – concluded Edward. Now we must finish fabricate his clothing,
my love.
Strangely
dressed ladies and fine gentlemen crammed stores in London, pushing each other
as the only way forward through the crowd. Bella brightened at the memory of
childhood and walks with his father by these stores now talking happily with
the tenants, proved stupid hats, looked up in the mirrors giggling, jumping
from one side to another bewitching to all who I had the power of luck
contemplates it. Edward remained silent behind her, watching her. Only agreed
with the tenants when Bella proved something that had its approval, then paid;
even when the young man unconsciously held by the hand and pulled it to the
inside of a store, allowed him without chides her.
But
Bella never asked for anything, nor expect him to buy.
Amused
if only looking. I had been able to enjoy this pleasure very long time. He
watched the imposing ladies who paraded before her. Ria to see her small, obese
husbands run after them, trying to reach them. His eyes sparkled and smiled
constantly.
Let
yourself be carried away by the crowd, happy, and turned his head casually from
side to side, shaking her braids and making all men landed at her.
Entardecendo
was when Bella was looking very quiet and thoughtful for a wooden cot that was
in a store. He touched it with trembling hands and stroked the soft wood. She
bit her lower lip and looked at Edward. Once again, he felt insecure.
Edward
approached her and watched the object, weighing the possibility of purchasing
it. Proved its strength.
–
There is better in my house – he finally said, still inspecting him. – It was
mine, but still strong and capable of supporting a baby. Long ago that Haiti
want to use it.
–
Haiti? – Asked the girl.
–
It is my housekeeper, a huge woman of color – answered. – Is the house since I
was born.
Edward
turned and walked slowly out of the store, Bella followed him and stood beside
him, as he called a carriage. When he spoke, his voice was rough.
–
Haiti has been waiting impatiently, at least for fifteen years, to marry me and
have children – she said watching her hidden.
–
I am convinced that will not fit in himself of joy when I see you, taking into
account that already have enough belly when we get home.
Very
inhibited, Bella covered her belly with the cover.
–
You were going to get married when he returned. What will happen? – Asked the
girl. – Certainly Haiti will be angry with me for having usurped the place of
his betrothed.
–
No, absolutely – he snapped and looked around the carriage that was
approaching.
His
gestures indicated Bella that the questions shift had ended and wondered what
would be the reason why her husband was so sure that the colored woman not be
angry with her. It seemed to him that was not what would occur.
The
carriage stopped in front them and Edward gave the driver the name of the inn.
Then he puts the packages and reached out to Bella to help her up. She dropped
to the seat, exhausted. Purchases had undermined their strength and wished now
into bed and get going for almost always pleasant world of dreams ...
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